A bitter sweet post really.
I’m at a certain junction. Or I was yesterday. Today I’m more determined to go one way than remain on the path I’ve been for the last ten years, hence this blog.
Interestingly I’m currently doing what I’ve always wanted to do since I was 12. I teach.
Teaching had always been a joy. I loved interacting with the pupils. I loved the challenges we face. I love (still do) my colleagues. I loved creating and recreating, reviewing and reflecting.
But in the past 3 years, everything has taken its toll. I shan’t dwell too much on what has happened but I really feel that this really isn’t my calling anymore. And any idiot knows that teaching is really about passion (unless you’re the sort who is really in it for the money but there really isn’t much and it’s a totally different story.)
With passion dying, I think I’m going elsewhere for a bit. Maybe for a top-up.
What say you?